Saturday, February 17, 2007

Let me Love you more Lord

The More I Seek You
The more I seek You
The more I find You
The more I find You
The more I love You
I wanna sit at Your feet
Drink from the cup in Your hand
Lay back against You and breathe
Feel Your heartbeat
This love is so deep
It’s more than I can stand
I melt in Your peace
It’s overwhelming

2 comments:

nellegirl said...

My dearest Jeran,
Yes someone does read your blogs me:) but it has been a very long time since I was on. I feel like I get an insider view to your heart. You three kids are the few things I got right, and I love you with the most intense love so great that it seems incomprehensible that any one could love you more but I know that God does. I want to comment about one of your prayers. Jeran I don't think love always ends sometimes it just changes. Before your dad got remarried we had a chance to talk we let our sin and selfishness ruin alot of things but I will always love him. The really awesome thing is that God took something we screwed up and blessed it with something wonderful. SUE! The night we all went out for dinner on parents weekend i don't think I have ever felt so blessed! How wonderful that we could all sit together as a family and pray and laugh and eat! There is no one that I would rather have as a stepmom to my kids than my dear friend Sue. Jeran, we are really a very blessed family ,there are not very many famillies that could be able to do that. God is doing something very wonderful in your life and your passion for India is so admirable. As hard as it is for me to let go of my little girl I know I must. Watching you get on the plane last year to go to India was one of the hardest things I have ever done. I know that my being sick has been very hard on you and I am not sure what God has in store for my life, it has always been such an uphill battle for me and sometimes i just want to quit but you three kids keep me hanging on. I love God so much and I only want his will for my life whatever that is. I would die in a heartbeat for you my little boo! And there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you I pray everyday for my children and their spouses to be! I know God has someone picked especially for you and in His timing you will meet. But until then He is the caregiver of your heart. I am sorry my comment has become a letter but it is one of intense love, respect and admiration. I love you ! Mom

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